Thursday, January 10, 2008

My current status

T'd off, abhorred, appalled, displeased, fastidious, fed up*, full up*, grody, grossed out*, had bellyful*, had enough*, had it*, nauseated, nauseous, offended, outraged, overwrought, queasy, repelled, repulsed, revolved, satiated, scandalized, sharooshed, sick, sick of*, squeamish, tired, turned off*, unhappy, weary, sickened, disgusted, annoyed, asleep, beat*, beat up, bored, broken-down, burned out*, collapsing, consumed, distressed, dog-tired*, done for*, done in*, drained, drooping, droopy, drowsy, empty, enervated, exasperated, fagged, faint, fatigued, fed up*, finished, flagging, haggard, irked, irritated, jaded, narcoleptic, overtaxed, overworked, petered out*, played out*, pooped*, pooped out, prostrated, run-down, sick of, sleepy, spent, stale, tuckered out*, wasted, weary, whacked, worn, worn out, tired, exhausted......

any other synomyms?


ps,again and again and again and again and again...
when is this EVER going to stop?!
I don't know if I can take it any longer.
Really.

Shattered in ppm

sorry....
is merely a word, nothing more.
is that all you got?

Monday, January 7, 2008

Lipstick.Lipstick.Lipstick.

The perfect Valentines' Day gift for me would be a lipstick of that colour!
Plus, lots and lots and lots of kisses.

Shut your fucking gap!

I feel bad. But I had to. I didn't want to. But you forced me to. So there you go. Something you wouldn't expect coming from your very own dear sis.
Don't talk to me fucking asshole!
You don't exist.

maybe...Just maybe.

Maybe I should shut up a little and observe a little more.
Then maybe things will seem a little clearer.
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Mama, I pray that God gives you strength and health.
Of all the other things I could pray to God to give you...
I constantly pray that He gives you strength...
I'm sorry you have to put up with us in this crazy household.
I'm sorry we turned out like this.
I'm sorry it had to be like this.
I love you.
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I've finally found the almost perfect thing to do to kill time and gain something in return on my way to school and back. And it is..........Jeng!Jeng!Jeng! READING! Yeah I know...I know...It's just weird that Nurraini Bte Salim even mention about reading. But hey, it's never too late to start. I know that I'm all so excited and all about books and stuff, but I can't really say for sure that I'm going to stick to it. Cos as some of you already know, I'm just not those kind who can maintain consistency when it comes to things like this. I successfully completed a book by Cecelia Ahern titled If you could see me now not too long ago and i felt like it's a really great achievement for someone like me. I personally thought that the book is pretty thick you know.Anyway, I'm on to my second novel by the same author, PS, I love you. I'm just so happy that I finally manage to feel that I'm not wasting almost 4 bloody HOURS per day just to get to school and back. In addition to the books, my brand new candy will make my journey a more pleasant one.
I'm into books!
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I will now end this post by reminding myself this:
Maybe I should shut up a little and observe a little more!
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Everything is missing

I shouldn't have asked.
I shouldn't have known.
Look how much damage it caused now.

I can't help but be vague.
sorry~

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Happy New Year

Since it is a brand new year, I do have old and new resolutions which I think would be better if it is not written anywhere but in head. With these resolutions, constant reminders are more than necessary.

Thank you for the reassurance; if you don't happen to be what you happen to be I would have nothing against you. Not that I have anything against you, it's just that you and I both know damn well how things are like now.I just want to wish you all the very best with everything you do. I have one thing left to say, things like this ade hikmah.

Curiosity killed the cat.Some things are best not known.