M.I.A

Hey peeps! I'm back! Haven't been updating my bloggie for about 1 week plus now due to for seen circumstances...Anyway, I've had more than enough time to realise many things. Many things that I take for granted. I'm thankful for the things that I have and the people who surround me.

artsy fartsy

My Honey Bastards!

Ng Bee Chin

To the girl who thinks that mood can be switched as easily as the handphone modes.

You got me on HAPPY MODE!

I hope you are on happy mode too.

This is the sunflower you wanted.

Hope you like it.

Work of art.From the heart.

Happy 18'th Birthday!

Sneak Peek

Work Of Art

From The Heart

Direct translation 2

Original Poem

Dua, tiga kucing berlari,
Mana nak sama si kucing belang;
Dua, tiga boleh kucari,
Mana nak sama tuan seorang.



Mama Janah's Direct Translation 2



2, 3, Cat run,
No same cat stripe;
2, 3, I can find,
Where can same you one person.

Hilarious!

All thanks to my Aunt who has nothing better to do.

Mama and me laughed like mad!

Original Malay Version

Buah cempedak di luar pagar,
Ambil galah tolong jolokkan;
Saya budak baru belajar,
Kalau salah tolong tunjukkan.

Mama Janah's Direct Translation Version

Fruit jackfruit outside fence,
Take bamboo stick help to pluck it.
I child just only study.
If wrong help to show me.

So damn funny LAR!

I want my very own happily ever after...

I just watched Enchanted on Movie6.net.
A twisted fairy tale.
How I wish my life is a fairy tale.

Waking up every morning with the sound of happy little birds chipping away...
Everyday is a happy sunshine day.
I'll be wearing pretty fairy tale dresses.
And forest animals are my best friends.
We will all sing happy sunflower songs from dusk till dawn.
And one day my prince charming will come rescue me from an evil witch.
And we will both share the TRUE LOVE'S KISS.
Then we get married in a castle.
And we live happily ever after....
Perfect.

The End

When a GIRL...

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it.
When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

Feast your eyes! Aww...Sooo Cute!

I LOOOOOVE THEODORE!!!!!

I can't believe that I'm going goo goo GA GA over this character.

And I can't believe that Jesse Mc cartney is the person who does Theodore's adorable voice.

It's a double whammy then.

I AM SO GOING TO WATCH IT AGAIN!

Dreams are just dreams.

I had the weirdest dream EVER.
A person who I NEVER thought would enter MY LALA LAND.
But in my dream, we managed to get along pretty well.
In real life however, I think it would be a miracle if we were to get along well looking at the situation right now and what happened before.
I would like to conclude now, that never judge someone by what he/she used to be.
In other words, never judge someone without even knowing them before hand.

Now I wonder what it would be like if we were to be friends.
I wonder...

But it would definately be weird.

I wonder why I keep having dreams like this.
Dreams about things that fills my mind when I'm not asleep.

Stop thinking too much! They are just dreams.

Without Love

Love is patient
True love is always kind
Love does not envy
Never brags
It's never proud
Slow to wrath it keeps no record
Of wrongs against friends
Love forgives
We all could use oh forgiveness

You are my sunshine

Good bye gloomy mornings.

HELLO happy sunshine mornings!

Woke up this morning with the morning sun shining on my face and my back.

What a refreshing feeling...

A new day.A new me.

I'm thankful for what I already have.

I'm still not done yet

I'm still not done yet.

It's just too bad

If there's one thing I wished I had at this particular moment, it would be...

COURAGE

Courage to speak my mind

To stand up for my pathetic self

They once made me smile

A new born infant. As pure as pure can be.
You are so different from your lil' sis, little man!
Mommy...What is auntie doing with that little black thingy?
When I grow up, I'm gonna be an expert photographer.

Check out my skills man!

Ooo...What's that...

Mommy...Daddy...Why does my nappie feel so puffed up all of a sudden?
You cheeky little boy!
Little miss pretty.

God put us here on this carnival ride.

We close our eyes, never knowing where it'll take us next.

Babies are born, and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath.

How I wished babies never grow up.

They bring joy and happiness just by being there.

Their smile.

Their giggle.

Their touch.

Their cries.

Everything...

Makes the world a happier place.

One filled with joy and love.

I'm Sorry

I'm just scared.

Is this for real?

I had a really bad dream just before I woke up this morning.
It's funny how I swear I really FELT pure sadness
as the dream played on like a movie right in front of my eyes.

Then when I woke up...
I thought to myself, Is this gonna be for real?

As far as I wished that all it's ever gonna be is a DREAM...

I keep reminding myself to realise the possibilities of all things...
Never to think that I'm already where I'm supposed to be...
Only to keep myself as far away from disappointment as possible and from losing grip of myself.

I think I've been as rational as anyone could possibly be.
I think I've been as understanding as anyone could possibly be.
I think I've been silent enough to let it eat me up inside till there's nothing left and still not show.
Now I wonder...What more do you want?

I really wished I knew.

And I swear, the next time you see me you'll never knew for even just a sec, that there's 1001 things bothering me.

I don't understand you

Maybe I should take back my thank you.

EVERYTIME...EVERY SINGLE TIME...

Just when I thought things are starting to be perfect...

THINGS LIKE THIS HAS TO HAPPEN!

I don't understand why.

Why?

I need explanation.

Thank you.

It made a really big difference.

Thank you.

Happy Birthday To You

Pretty Birthday Card For Tabla's 17th Birthday!

Tabla...You are one step closer to your death bed.

Anyways, Ve Lowe You Forewer And Ewer!

We'll celebrate after common test ya.

Once again...

" Happy Birthday To You........"

XOXO,

Mama

I love It

Baby if you strip, you can get a tip

'Cause I like you just the way you are

I'm about to strip and I'm well equipped

Can you handle me the way I'm are?

I don't need the G's or the car keys

Boy I like you just the way you are

Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip

'Cause I like that like that

I hate it

Do you always have to make me feel this way?

I chose to under react you know.

I did my part in reacting maturely.

Now, what are YOU going to do?

Glittery Pretty Things

Silly Silly Me

Common test week next week.
I haven't been putting much effort in preparing myself.
So...if anything were to go wrong, the blame's obviously on me, myself and I.
It's funny how when I was in Sec school, every tests, quizzes and exams seemed so scary.
My heart would beat so fast that I have to breathe in and out SLOWLY to calm myself down.
BUT its all Different now.
I don't feel that anymore.
OH WELL...

Painted my nails by MYSELF.
Very contented with the outcome.
The satisfaction I get beats going for a manicure.

I want to blog about a particular something but there's too much to say.
Oh well.
I'll just keep it to myself.

I just want to THANK those who had been making me smile for the past 360 days.
I'm grateful to you.

Thank you.

I Need To Say This

My deepest most sincere apologies to those I consider friends.

I felt as if I'm too busy with so many things that I somehow neglected all of you.

To be honest, I really miss all of you.

I promise that we will all catch up soon.

I miss you all.

This even goes to my beloved friends I see everyday.

I felt like I haven't been myself lately.

What's been happening seemed to be consuming my happy self more and more.

I felt like I've somehow become so dull and lifeless.

I felt like I haven't been spending much fun time with you guys.

I miss you all.

My darling old friends...

I know that we might not be seeing one another as frequent as we used to.

But, always remember that you are always remembered by me.

And I've got to say that we have got tonnes of catching up to do.

I miss you all.

I truly sorry for neglecting you.

Love,

Raini

Impress me.

A question.

Is there anything that you're thinking of right now?

Different?

Raini personally isn't like Raini in her bloggie?

Is it?

It's the other side of her she don't show.

Bad timing and a random picture

Biological cycle

date to note: 041207

I just want to snuggle up in bed.

And nothing else.

None

It's pretty obvious don't you think?

All those depressing posts.

But I guess it's true that revealing inner thoughts and emotions can be pretty tough.

Therefore, the only way out is to put on a facade everyday.

Have you ever noticed for once, that I'm not ok?

Have you?

Do you even care?

Compensating!

Candy canes! Candy canes!
That's all for charity.Pretty necklace.
Raini's long hair and long freaky fingers.
Aww! Tabla's cute lil' feet.
OMG!!! Do you have any idea who that is?
Damn cute! Even MARY said so.
It's WILBER!!!!!

Mary.Xyz.Raini
Upside down pout by Raini
Welcoming the Christmas spirit.
Go figure!
Santa Clause is coming to town.
Yay! Christmas deco. Just Smile
Ng Bee Bee and friend
A picture that tells a story.
Thank you tabla.

I understand...

To whom it may concern.

I understand.
Now all I'm asking from you is for you to understand me back.
Is that too much to ask for?

I need this conversation.

-Raini