Really?

I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you

LAB.LAB.LAB

Photos taken during LAB LAB LAB!

Sucking on my lolly
TablaHO and Raini's pretty swirly whirly lolly
Biologists of the 21st Century!
Mary posing nicely with the 1cm cuvette
Raini pipetting with skill man!
Looking real smart in our lab coats
GRRRRRR!There's no bacteria WE can't kill with our handy dandy alcohol spray!

'Chun-Li' by Tabla
Busy gaming!
DO NOT DISTURB!

Go figure!
Go Figure 2!
Hahaha.......

THE END

To Mr Right Guy

The Old Brown Shoe

MY HEART SANK TO THE PIT OF MY STOMACH

It has been confirmed that I will be going to Taiwan.
I was praying that my dad would find it difficult to get air tickets
so that the whole trip would have to be cancelled.
BUT NO!!!!!
I will have to fly there soon.
Reluctantly.Again.
I'm not planning to tell BF about this until maybe a few days before I actually fly.
I'm not sure why either.
I want him to feel really sad that I will be away.
I want him to feel incomplete without me around.
I want him to miss me.
Real bad.

But will he?

I don't want to.

But I have to.

I DO WANT TO GET MARRIED SOMEDAY!

I can't believe such a simple action is so difficult to be explained.
I'm not expecting any one of you reading to understand what that means.
It's just some of the things you have to ask me personally.

Ok lah...I'm off to accompany mom to a talk.
Reluctant.Very.

Green Tea with a Digital Storage Oscilloscope

I didn't have school today so I texted Ct in the morning.
Thought of meeting up with her after she end school.
But then she came up with the idea of me coming to TP and crash her Lab and stuff instead of having to wait till she end school.
Why didn't I think of it before?
Maybe I did thought of it before,just that I TOTALLY FORGOT about it.
COOL!

BY THE WAY,
I FINALLY GOT THE FEELING!

Moment of Truth

I finally decided not to go to school just now.

The reason being, I actually wanted to meet BF.

I didn't want to meet him in Ngee Ann for dinner

cos I know that he won't be able to send me home after that,

since he didn't bring an extra helmet to work today.

So I decided to skip school today so that he

won't have to meet me there.

In the end, I met him at his place, he bathe and everything, ate a little cornflakes,

which I totally dislike, then snuggle up for a while then went to really makan.

Perfect. Just as I wanted it to be.

The Beef Hor Fun at Ang Mo Kio was delicious!I like!

Ct called while I was on 969.

Told me a story.

And I was like "OH MY GOD"-ing all the way.

I guess everybody has their own dirty little secret.

Mom is totally doing whatever it is that she's doing now on impulse.

I can't believe that I'm going to Taiwan next month with her.

I mean it is just too fast.

All the decisions she made today just shocked me.

I'm not really sure what it is exactly that she's gotten herself into,

But I got a feeling and I'm pretty sure it's MLM.

MLM means Multi-Level Marketing.

She sees it as an opportunity for her to do something new and at the same time make money.

It's kinda scary if you ask me.

I just hope that she doesn't kena con by those people.

And I hope that at the end of the day she likes what she's doing and everything turn out fine.

God...Please tell me it'll turn out fine.

I got a mock BTT at the end of this month.

I haven't even finished reading that damn book.

Good Luck Raini!

I am so looking forward to FRIDAY.

Now I can really say 'TGIF!'.

The Rock. Here I come...

I love my angelic nails!

But I hate the fact that I woke up early in the morning to study for MBC's Enzymology Test

which I thought I would be sitting for today, since last night TablaHo and I jalan-jalaned around town

with our freakingly bulky lappie and watched Made of Honour, so I went flat the moment I

reached home yesterday night, not touching my MBC notes.

Should I or Should I Not go to school today?

That is officially question of the day.

I painted my nails angelic pink on Monday night with my Bf's melodious snore accompanying me the whole time.

Watched Made Of Honour yesterday with TablaHo.

It was ok lah.

Kinda like your typical best friend turned lovers kinda story.

What Happens In Vegas was freakingly hilarious .

Laugh all you want.

I feel like watching it again.

How I wished movie ticks are like 3 bucks each.

Sometimes I think that remaining as friends is much much much more better than turning it into something else.

Thanks for the doughnuts.

I finally got the bras I really wanted.

Hot pink and I don't really know how to describe the blue, yah but it's blue.

GSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh My God!The Great Singapore Sale is here!

SALE SALE SALE!!!!!!

I need money!

Bleeding.

I'm a terrible person!

I've sinned.

The most horrible sin you could ever commit.

Maybe not the toppest of the top kinda sin but still one of the worst sins ever.

I don't know why I have to go all through this.

Maybe I'm being selfish for what I'm about to say...

But many times I feel like it is unfair.

Why me?

I don't see anybody else in the state that I'm in right now.

Why me?

Why does everything seem so difficult for me?

Why does everything that I do have to hurt you so much

when I swear to God I never meant to hurt you at all?

Why is it so difficult for me to be like the rest?

The rest you assume to be the best child a mother would have raised?

The rest who only on the outside look perfect.

The rest who everything they do seemed perfect.

Perfect from head to toe.

I'm sorry I'm not the perfect child.

It breaks my heart as much as it broke yours.

Cos you see...

I didn't mean it.

God please give mama strength.

I just felt like putting up an old photo

nurraini bte salim+nuraisyah bte md zin

this was taken so long time ago.

if I'm not wrong, i was 15 and cousin should be around 16.

three years back.

How I wish...

I skipped school today.

Had a terrible toothache.

To be precise, my wisdom tooth is growing.

For the 3rd time now.

I had it twice in secondary school.

And one more fuckingly painful time now.

It sux.

I realise that the only way to not feel the pain is to sleep it off.

I works you know.

That is what I've been doing since two days ago.

And I can only chew and swallow on one freaking side of my mouth.

Oh ya.My left cheek is swollen.

What else.....

Anyway, I think BF is on his way home now.

Met him in the afternoon after work.

Did our usual routine we both enjoy.

And makan of course.

I love it when baby and I just talk and laugh and have pillow fights or smack fights or blanket fights then laugh and laugh and laugh and talk, just talk in each others arms and kisses on my forehead.

It beats all other activities man!

I mean it.

I LOVE IT.I LOVE IT.I LOVE IT.

Anyway, met Shammem before BF.

Promised to meet me up soon.

But...

Let's just see lah.

Is my wisdom tooth growing

or

are there many many many holes in my teeth?

Raini+Pretty Umbrella+Crazy Friends=?

Check out TablaHO's laughter.

I just love it!

Picture not-so-perfect

We didn't do that on purpose.

The sunny sunny sun was shining so brightly.

We can't help it.

I find this picture hilarious though.

By the way, the building in the background is Ngee Ann Poly's very own Convention Centre.

Su TablaHo Raini

mendak lah sey!

i think i am just tired.
physically.mentally.emotionaly.psychologically.
and spiritually unbalanced.

or maybe i am just sick of everything

Everything has been pretty much the same since school starts.
Daily trips to school and back.
Weekly moo-wee dates with TablaHO and maybe Mary and maybe Su.
Boyfriend day every Saturday which has been rather less exciting lately,
even though I still do enjoy seeing him, feeling him and loving him every Saturday.
I just think we need to do something new to make things more exciting in every way.

It is nice and always exciting to try new crazy things.
You never know what to expect.

I want my navel pierced.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

I am on the verge of an emotional breakdown.

I've been easily pissed off by so many people this entire week!

And I am so sick of it!

i don't know what is wrong with me

what is it that i need?

Impressive!

I don't like it!

And I still don't geddit!

TablaHo!

Steady-pom-pee-pee lah you.

L.M.A.O

Superwoman TablaHo

Short and Sweet

I'm sorry my posts had been rather short and very brief.
But one thing is for sure...
It means a lot.

ask me.

Good girl gone bad

Impulsiveness.

It's hard to control it once it gets wild and out of hand.

Are you ready?