you just don't give a god-dammed fucking damn!

I can't believe that all I'm feeling is so much frustrations day after day!

Everything just pisses me off!

LIKE WHAT THE HELL?!

"I like went to school today and like my students are like stoning and all and i was like no this can't be happening ans i like ask them like what they are doing and like they said they are like rehearsing for the play and like they are like doing that for like the whole day and I was like WHAT?! And like after school I like have to like go home for like dinner and like at 7.30 I have to like rush for like tuition and like this colleague of mine have like been asking me to like tutor her daughter for like a year now and like I told her I really can't and like she's been like so persistent and like I really can't like say NO and like....blah blah blah blah"

-Stranger on the train

Do what you want but you are never gonna break me

Busy busy week next week!

But always always always make time for fun and pleasure.

;)

Damn Fucking Frustrating!

FREAKING FREAKS OF THE ENTIRE FREAKING FREAKY UNIVERSE!

A Poem On Valentines Day

Freaking Elevator!
The Cam WHORES
I love trash
Re-piercing of the 3rd
Gone Fishing!
Yessssss!We are sisters!!! Now stop asking!
Danger! High voltage!
Big eyes, small eyes.
We'll go through this together.You and I.As always.
Her 1st.
Eyeliner no more
FUCK!
it HURTS la sia!

Cheers.

By:CT

The day we became friends,

A novel should be released;

"Cheers to the twins!" written by William Kingsley, maybe.

A tale of friendship that is deep.

None can measure the depth of our friendship.

There are million chapters still left to be unfolded.

But one thing is for sure,

I shall be by your side till the very end.

I reminisce...

To see us down the road in 10 years time;

What will we become?

Will you still be my friend?

Our friendship isn't hypocrisy;

It isn't a game.

We shared tears, we shared joy;

What have we not shared?

We shall cross all borders,

Regardless of the challenges that awaits around the corner;

Be it rodents or pests,

Musthaqim or Hairul.

I don't need a Valentine Card.

I don't want Valentine Chocolates.

I can live without teddy bears.

I can forget about jewellery.

But no-I can never live, not even breathe.

If you, Nurraini Salim shall perish one day

This is my oath, I pledge till the end

Why you may ask?

Because you are my friend.

PS:

Sorry Ct.

I just had to put this up.

Hahaha;P

Life, Love, Sex and Babies

something i learnt

http://www.capturedbycarrie.com/index2.php

i want a girl

Walk one step, calculate one step!

I'm finally done with my IS Self Reflection shit.
I think that it's really stupid reflect about things like this.
It does nothing but waste my freaking time!

Anyway, I am happy with my time spent today.
Happy happy Sunday!
As usual, religious in the morning.
Which means that I woke up early today.
So, I went to nenek's house after my weekly religious class.
Saw cousin who is not in good shape,
cos she just got into an accident.
MY GOD! The wounds are disgusting!
And saw nenek of course!
The one and only grandparent I'm left with now.

Went home and CT came a while later.
I did some INAC(Instrumental and Analytical Chemistry) revision.
I have to say though...
I do not, and I mean, do not understand a single thing in the notes.
I am so dead.
While I'm busy trying to figure out what retention time and theoretical plates mean,
CT's busy writing up her speech.
Pre-marital sex.
Helped her out with it here and there.
Then got bored so we dressed up and headed out to jalan-jalan.

CT got her eyebrow threaded for the 1st time ever!
I can't believe it!
Now she knows how painful threading is.
*evil laughter*

Then headed down to the flea market underneath the Tamp MRT tracks.
Got ourselves some pretty ling ling long longs.
And ling ling long longs only.

Then to Tamp mall where I got my closed ear piercing re-pierced!
Fucking painful!
At first I thought that it wasn't gg to be painful cos
I was thinking...
'I've been there, done that so many times before'.
Then Ester pulled the trigger and...
BANG!
My ear is pierced.

I guess both CT and I had our fair share of pain today.

I WANT A DICKIES BACKPACK!

Breathe.Ooh...Ahh

First and foremost,
Please click the play button in my video section.
Yet another beautiful song.
The Blower's Daughter.

I hate the fact that I do almost everything
and the rest of you just sit back and relax and look pretty.
My GOD! Do you guys even have the slightest initiative in you?
All the best to you in the freaking future
when you realise that you won't have any-freaking-body to do
every single freaking thing for you while you shake your freaking leg.

I wanted BLING tuki tuki,
I got BLING tuki tuki on my Havaianas flip-flop.
Hate it when I talk about Havaianas
and I am reminded of something that bothers me.
I shall not even start on that.Hmph!
ANYWAY,
New Urban Male came down to campus on wed.
Did some survey for them,
got BLING tuki tuki for free!
A particular question in the survey,
it goes something like...
What comes to your mind when you come across New Urban Male?
Hehehe~ *Wink Wink*
Go on...Answer this question.

Moving on...
I'm developing a stye on my bottom left eyelid.
I hate styes.
If you don't know what a stye is,
it is actually something quite similar to a pimple,
but instead of it being on the skin,
it develops on either the top or the bottom of your waterline.
Shoot!It's not gonna be pretty when it starts swelling.

I WANT DURIANS!

There's gonna be a class chalet after the exams!
HOORAY!
It's definately gonna be different from the one Elias organised.
Plus the class is different now...
People are more 'JIWE' now, as said by Md Imran
So excittting...Can't wait!

This also means that the exams are just around the freaking corner.
Ooooo...Chill...We'll cross the bridge when we reach it.
Haha...some phrase I heard on Channel 8 earlier.

Sitting for Ethidium Bromide test later.
:P

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

Don't do this to me.

Wasn't such a good week.

No.Actually I shouldn't spoil the rest of the week just because of a few bad days.

So...It was a pretty bad few days I've been having.

Cry.

Just cry.

Let it out.

It helps.

It helps me move on.

You should too.

So just cry.

i'll take you just the way you are

Go figure!

thirty cents with BOBO girls!

Kitty with a Kitty bag!
Jap dolls.

BE HERE FOR GOOD THINGS(BHG)
TESTING 12345-Loreal Nail Colour
That's how Shirley sign PEACE.
CamWhoring 'tengah tengah dunia'.
Hancock.



Last minute thingy Su and I did.
Cool!

I want a love that would last

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last
Say that you love me, say I'm the one
Don't kiss and hug me, and then try to run
I don't do drama, my tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

I don't want just a memory, give me forever
Don't even think about saying goodbye
Cuz I just want one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So..
Call me romantic, oh I guess that is so
There's something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you, so don't even ask
I want a love that will last forever
I want a love that will last

I don't want just a memory, give me forever
Don't even think about saying goodbye
Cuz I just want one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So..
There's just a little, more that I need
I wanna share all, the air that you'll breathe
I'm not the kind of girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last forever
I want a love that will last always
I just want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

Beautiful song

*pls click play in my video corner

Sing along if you wish

Cheers!

Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run.

1M05/2M05

(with some missing persons)

We had a little Captain's ball session earlier this week.

Not all of us went but what you see is probably more than half the class.

If it's not for helping Sindi 'fake' her IS event,

none of us would be there.

Sweating like a pig!

Screaming my lungs out!

Running all over the court!

Fell and tore my leggings!

Lots of candid pictures taken!

Balls flying over the railing!

Laughter and smiles...

Bonding over Captain's Ball.

It was worth it.

I'm a FREAK!

I realise that the older I get,
the more normal 'physical abnormalities' I learn about myself.
I mean, I understand that a natural human body is NEVER perfect,
and that's what makes everyone of us special in our own way.
Right?
Of course I'm right.



The first few normal 'physical abnormalities'
I found about myself is that
one of my mammary glands seems larger than the other...
I kept quiet about it at first cos I tot I was abnormal but
I came to realise that it's extremely common
and I wasn't the only person with this normal 'physical abnormality'.



Then I realise that I have such gigantic feet!
I mean, for a rather petite person.
And this is something I find hard to accept...
Oh well...At least I have two perfectly fine working feet...
I should be thankful instead of whining about how abnormal I think it is.



I have gigantic hands too, just so you know.



I was in the tub a few hours ago
and I realised something pretty weird about a particular part of my body.
I don't know if it's normal or not
I hope it is...

It's scary sometimes when you discover something new about your body.


And I have this abnormal habit since I was really young.
I didn't know how or why I develop this habit.
But since it's a habit, I'm still doing frequently till now.
I don't really know how to explain it.
But it makes me think if I'm sick in the mind.
It's true that I am sick in the mind NOW
but was I sick in the mind too when I was young?



And OH YAH!
I think I can DISLOCATE MY HIP BONE!
Wanna feel?



I'll definitely discover more normal 'physical abnormalities' in the future

to add on to the current ones.

By the way,

I SECRETLY LOVE TO PEEP ON PEOPLE'S HP MSGS ON BUSES AND TRAINS!

Running out of time too fast

I'm really really worried as about now.
I have a fund raising thingy to execute in less than 2 days
and the freaking booth we booked is still not approved YET!
And the even sadder part is that we are selling freaking CUPCAKES!
And those people think that selling the freaking cupcakes
at 4o cents profit per cupcake is sufficient to cover all our rental rates!
And the best thing is that they ONLY ordered 65 cupcakes.
Which means that IF we manage to sell all of them,
we'll ONLY get $26 profit.
That's only enough to cover the booth rental.
Who is gonna pay for the freaking LT which cost 75 bucks???
HUH?! HUH?! HUH?!

Cupcakes? I mean...Cupcakes?
WTF?!

I EMOTIONALLY PREPARE MYSELF FROM GETTING EMOTIONALLY HURT BY DENYING HOW I TRULY FEEL.CAN YOU BLAME ME?

can you?