Compensating with Pictures

Sorry. I couldn't find any pictures to upload.

My apologies.

Am I Unreasonable?

I know that my updates for the past few weeks or even month or months had been rather depressing. I know...I know...I won't stop till i finally managed to sweep everything from under the rug and settle it once and for all so that i can finally see the RAINBOW I've been longing to see. But you know me. It's always easier said than done. It seemed like once I almost finally managed to get over it, another one hits making me feel as depressed or even more depressed than I initially start with. It's very very VERY tiring emotionally and physically.DAMN! I don't like feeling this way. If you haven't already know, it sux. That sinking feeling, that...OMG! It just sux having to pretend that I'm OK when I'm not. Having to SMILE and pretend I don't know what's going on.

Sorry.I'll compensate by uploading pictures ya?

I miss my HAPPY self.
Do you?

Happy Pictures!

Not even 5% of the whole family!
Ugly Betty In A Hurry.
keKECOHan.
Hey Ladies~!
Absolutely NORMAL
Normal with ABNORMAL


It's nice to spend some time with your family once in a while.
It reminds you where you come from and where you belong.

Kiss me under the bearded barley

Improved bowel movement lately.
Sorry to gross you all out...
Just needed to to get some things OFF my mind for the time being.
I predict a packed and busy week this week.
Trying to get things done on time.
What a week!
But fortunately and UNFORTUNATELY,
NOTHING lasts forever in this world.
Fortunately, misery don't last forever.
UNFORTUNATELY, good times don't either.
SAD.
But that's the Grand Design.
Without Evil there would be no GOOD.
Without Hatred there would be no LOVE.
Without Misery there would be no HAPPINESS.
Without War there would be no PEACE.

So you get what i mean?
Without anything bad, NOTHING GOOD EXISTS.
The definition of good relies solely on the existence of the opposite.

Saw this somewhere and thought that it actually makes sense and makes life a lot less painful.
"How I wish love is like death, PERMANENT, and comes only once a lifetime! Absolutely goes on peacefully without PAIN!"

Haha...Go figure.
Till then.

I'm Raini, signing off.

My name is Nurraini Bte Salim.

Bottling up again

I need this conversation we never really had badly.
Am i overreacting or under reacting?
Put yourself in MY shoes please.
I have feeling too you know.

To My Sayang

You may be the first to wish me a Happy Anniversary.
But guess what?
I get to tell the Whole Wide World that i love you.
How bout that?
Hahahaha...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

XOXOXO,

Raini

PLEASE!

It's not that...It's just.......

I really feel bad now...
I shouldn't have reacted the way i did.
But i can't take it anymore.
That was why i was so mad.

And you...
Why does it always have to be like this?
Everything is all so perfect and suddenly one thing, just one thing destroys it all over again.

I'm now in school refusing to head back home.
I feel so alone.
Somebody please make my day.

I'm Tired!

I realised that my hair is quite long now.
I do like the fact that it is long but not the fact that it is not manageable enough.
Can't do anything about it till it becomes a pressing issue.

Mammatabla told me that lately i seemed to be so worked up.
Issit?
Maybe la.A bit.As you know i haven't got issues settled yet.
And maybe I'm just too tired to join in the zaniness sometimes.
Sorry.

I'm so dead.
When am i going to start realising that TIME AND TIDE WAITS FOR NO MAN!!?

Do not forget that i have feelings too even though i don't appear to be sensitive.
That's a reminder for those who might forget.

I still enjoy your company.Don't worry.

Mama.
It's funny how i really really love you but sometimes i just can't stand you.
I know i know...the same old same old...
I understand.

always

Read between the lines.

Why can't I?

Why is it so hard for me to speak my mind?

It does not make it any easier or any less painful by keeping it inside.

Beating about the bush does not make me feel better and I know.

Trying to deny the very thing that keeps bothering me.

I can't.

I just can't.

But why?

Why do I always feel this way?

Why do I always have this feeling?

Why?

solid LIQUID gas KITCHEN

Cherry
Let's Drink! Snowball and Slippery Nipple.

Balieys+sambuca+grenadine.

Nice...

Snowball=advocaat+7UP+lime

Give it to me.

Find XYZ

Topsy Turvy

Snowball

Loving the atmosphere.

Oreo Cheesecake

Topsy Turvy and snowball

MammaTablas with the Menu
mamma looking thru the Menu.

So many wierd names you know.

Cool tho.

Smile!

Brandy+Rose+Peach

Mary had a little Goat.

What a week!!!! Time flies you know...

A week full of action and drama...
Nah...Kidding!
Actually, maybe.
Anyway I'm exhausted now.
I want to sleep with you every night darling.
And to be able to see you the first thing in the morning when i open my eyes.
OKokok...I'll skip those mushy mushy parts.
DO YOU KNOW?
That I just realised that it is the 7th week of school next week?
TIME FLIES!!!!
And it is FREAKING scary la...
So many things to do, so little time!!!
Went to school to 'do' our Breastfeeding project...
Met mammaTabla and Mary...
Ordered KFC for lunch at the Atrium.
We only managed to do a bit of the project coz me and tabla didn't have the mood.
Went to Liduid Kitchen and had a few drinks and a Cheesecake.
By the way I went to the new Ramen Ten for dinner at Century Square on Friday with Suz and CT.
I have to say that it is not the tastiest Jap food i have ever tasted.
The jap food at the SIM food court taste nicer LAH!
Ct said that whenever we have our get together sessions, i will not fail to talk about wanting a baby.
I didn't realised that la.
But, ISSIT?
What's with me?

I'm scared.

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

Wee-deos!!! By Raini and XYZ

This is a video I took of XYZ's cute lil' feet in action.I sang the song, she did the action.The background sounded really noisy because our Maths lecturer was conducting the lesson while we tried to entertain ourselves.Check it out.

This again is another video we took during the interval of the 2Hr lecture.The song can be heard much clearer now coz u noe the lecturer is not doing her thing and ppl rushed out of the LT so we managed to do a better one.This is our version of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.But i still prefer the eensy weensy spider video.Anyway, Enjoy!

Kinda lame but we would do anything to entertain ourselves.

Cheers!

Credits.......

XYZ- A pair of feet

Raini- Song and camera

Look at my babies!!!

I just wanna kiss you over and over again.
Look at the cam baby...No lah.He's actually not mine.I'm his aunt not his mommy.
SMILE!Not mine too.My cousin.

I want to have a baby of my own.

Captured Moments

"Shop Till You Drop!"

Fizah staring at the dessert.Mmmmm....
Raini being raini, got excited when the food came.
Tired and on our way home.
U've seen this!
Wawa! Where the hell do u think ur going?
Table for 1 please! oh sorry! 3 i mean...
Food!!!!!!Where are you?I'm starving!
Food!Glorious Food!

Hustle Bustle.

Crystal ball...Show me my future...
Mirror mirror in the celing....

'Please mind the platform gap'
Take which train? says Raini
Covering up my flaws.
Ooo...A big one on my left.

Wawa: I don't look that dark in this pic Right????(excitedly)

Fizah: It doesn't really matter coz Nurraini is beside you.
Wawa: Sigh~

Finally a decent shopping trip with the cousins.
Train rides...
Wawa and Fizah.
LOOK AT THAT! labble chin[with Chinese accent]!

An ass right Smack in front of my freaking eyes!
Train rides...lalalalala
Wawa and Fizah
LOOK AT THAT! labble Chin!
Ass in front of me.