Why?

I am making up excuses for you time and time again so that i can hang on a little longer.

But why must all this happen?

It is all sucking my emotions dry.

Are all those things u do Signs?

Signs that mean something...

Something that i refuse to believe in...

Something i refuse to trust...

Something i really wished i wouldn't have to worry about...

Maybe.

Just maybe.

I'm tired.

I'm so sick and tired of having to go through this...

But i can't just let it go yet.

I'm not ready.

I'm not.

God help me.

Let me tear no more.