Party Crasher

I don't trust weighing scales!
I spent 40 cents today on a public weighing scale
machine that you have to pay 20 cents everytime
you wanna weigh yourself.
That means that I freaking' weighed myself twice larrr!
But the cool thing about the machine is that
every single time you stand on the machine,
a little card will be generated by the machine.
And on one side of the card would state your weight,
the other, there will be some sort of personality crap lah...
Check out what the machine thinks of me.

"You have a joyous outlook on life but can be serious when the occasion demands"

and

"You have a strong nature but this does not prevent your meeting serious situations with dignity"

I copied those words word for word.
So don't blame me if it sounds weird or whatever.
Haha...

I wanna be a party crasher.

I've been having this funny fuzzy feeling in my
tummy when I talk to him lately.
It's so funny that I even feel that way.
GOD! What am I thinking?
I think I'm just a sucker for boys with all the right words.

I'll have to be at work in less than 12 hours man.
I should be going to bed now.
Good night darlings!

irresistable

You and I both know that it's hard to resist.
So why bother trying so hard?
Just let it go and enjoy the ride baby!

the year is coming to an end

And so I haven't had the best of days lately.
I got back from loola and I got sick.
Probably missing my eye candy, Aldi.
Did a little bit of shopping too to substitute panadol.
I hate panadol.In fact, I hate eating pills and medicine.
YUCKS!

I started work immediately the week after I got back from Loola.
As usual, helped out at 77th Street. Again.
All because I was lazy to search for a new one.
Leceh lah. Plus I bet Zeus needs people to help
out and who else better to hire if it's not me?
Haha...
The difference is, this time, I had to run around
all the three outlets in the east.
Tampines Mall, Parkway Parade, Compass Point.
Tiring, I must say, but it's much better rather than
being stuck at Tampines Mall every single day.
Siti picked me up from work at PP on Monday.
She got me an advanced Christmas gift.
Something I had always wanted to get but when
I finally decided to get it, it was OUT OF STOCK!
Love my new MANGO top.
Love you even more Siti!

Had work on Christmas eve and didn't have a concrete
plan for Christmas countdown,
Zak came to pick me up from work,
went down to Pasir Ris to catch up with Siti and Idham.
Lots of tension and drama along the way which
I refuse to narrate.
But since it was already Christmas,
I decided to just let it go.
We ended up getting totally wasted.
We, referring to Siti and I.
'Zachary' and Idam were so nice to send us back home safe and sound.
Nasty nasty hangover.

Christmas day...
I don't know what to say.Really.
Just thanks you-know-who for being there for me.

Oh well...
What a day~

hola loola!

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Why am I what I am?

Sometimes I wish
I could be who or what you want me to be.
Sometimes I wish
I was knocked down by a car and never have to wake up ever again.
Sometimes I wish I never exist.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
I didn't mean to.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

I know sorry doesn't change a thing.
But, mama I'm sorry.

Have yourself a merry little christmas~

That was exactly what I had
when the clock strikes midnight.
A merry little Christmas. ((:
Plus a really bad hangover.
Till now.
I think I shall go to bed now.

Merry Christmas Friends!

Guessing Game

And when you slammed the front door shut,

A lot of others opened up,

So did my eyes so I could see

That you were never the best for me.

Wild guesses anyone?

and so...

i guess everybody has their days

Baby!I'm back!

What an experience man!
Love every single minute of it.
Yes, it wasn't a posh holiday as I thought it would be...
But I'm glad that it wasn't cos if it was,
I wouldn't have seen and experienced whatever
I've seen and experienced on the 3 day trip to LOOLA.
I had an eye candy there too!
Will be posting pictures and more stories when
I get my hands on those blog-worthy photos!!!
Can't wait!

Love,
Raini

Scared the shit out of me!

And so I went to watch Quarantine last night with Mr Sunshine.

I tell you that freaking movie is the scariest scary movie I've

ever watched man! And there I thought 'Mirrors' was scary.

Quarantine scared the shit out of me man!

And y'knw, I watched it at the cinema pretty late last night

and I think it was the last movie shown there and

I think that movie had been in cinemas for quite sometime

so there were only a few people watching it.

I tell you...

I was the ONLY one in the cinema SCREAMING like a mad woman!

But you see...It was FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING SCARY wattt!

I felt so freaked out sometime while I was watching it

I actually had the thought of leaving without finishing the movie man.

And I have NEVER felt like doing that ever in my whole entire life

until yesterday.I bet Dr Zaman would LOVE that movie man!

And the movie finally ended...

The guys sitting in front of us actually turned

and looked at me and freaking giggled lah!

What's their problem man?!

It's scary what!

Oh!By the time we wanted to leave the shopping mall

all the shops were already closed and all.

And we were walking to one of the exits of the mall

and the guys I mentioned earlier happened

to be behind us walking to the same exit.

But the exit was already closed and we had to

walk to another exit...

AND you know what the guy said to me?!

"Maybe we are all Quarantined!"

He just had to say that man.

*haha*

By the way,

I CANNOT BELIEVE TABLA HO WATCHED IT!

You brave little freak.

Succès fou

Hmm...

I'll let the pictures do the talking.

;P

C'etait la pleine lune

Everybody's getting married now.

And I just witnessed one yesterday.

How beautiful it was.

I guess I'll not be the girl getting married

next year cos I wasn't the girl who caught

the bride's bouquet when she tossed it.

But hey, I'll just let the older single

ladies have it.I'm only 18 remember?!

*chuckles*

I realised that I'm extremely picky

now when it comes to men.

Wayyyy more picky and choosier

than I used to be...

And I think at times I over think.

Oh well...

Let's not be in such a hurry to

bump into MR RIGHT GUY!

I'll let him find his way to me.

And when he comes...

*smiles*

Miss HorrrXinYi will not be joining

us to Loola.How sad.I guess it's just

gonna be you and I Sue.

It's okay...We'll try to get Tabla Horrrr

lotsa TehBotol okay?

I'm feeling the itch to club and groove

to the music man.Damn!

Which reminds me of the very first time

my Gf and I went to hit the club to mark our 18Th.

I still remember that very night.09/04/08

And of course our OUT-OF-OUR-MINDS

second clubbing experience.13/08/08

This time it was purely out of our minds!!!!

Remember Girlfriend?

The last-minuteness, ka-ching issue,

hotel81, getting ready, watching TV to kill time,

trishaw rides, martinis, vodka,

getting drunk on the dancefloor,

bumping into an unexpected someone,

trishaw ride back, drunk freaky laughter,

all the disgusting puking, unbearable hangover!!!

God! That was so much fun!

A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do hon'!

Where my party people at?

I don't know why but I was watching

'It's a boy girl thing' earlier and I actually

cried!Can you believe it?I can't either.

I was like Why the hell did i cry again?!

I think the last movie I cried like mad was

the valentine's day movie this year...

What was it?

OH! The leap years I watched with

Ex-boyfriend sometime back.

I swear I cried like a baby.

Sorry can't help it man.

Hey!!!Christmas and New year's coming!

Gonna get my New Year's Resolutions ready.

*haha*

Alright peeps!

Till I see you again :D

Stop living for yesterday

I love it now.
Every single beyond awesome bit of it.
Never would I ever trade my life now for you.
Anyway, gotta rush.I've got a wedding to attend!

10 December 2008

Happy Birthday to you

You love to sniff glue

I'll buy one for you

Love your centre parting too!

Common tests we will screw

If you cry, there's tissue.

I'll build an Igloo

One just for you!

Let's enjoy a chocolate fondue

And name it lulu.

You are strong like a bamboo

And I think you love cashew!

Anyway...

Happy 18Th Birthday Freak!

Love,

Raini

Beyond Awesome!

Hey freaks!
It is just beyond awesome the fact that
the common tests are finally over!
Been doing last minute revision for all the 4 modules.
Pretty exhausting.
But yeah...We made it through.
Cheers to that y'all!

I had to even sacrifice half of my Hari Raya Haji
just to go back home and revise man!
How sad...By the way, I have to mention that
it was a cool Hari Raya Haji.Literally.
It rained when we went for the Raya Prayers
in the morning and it just kept raining
the throughout the whole day...
Love the beyond awesome weather!

Loola...Here I come!!!
Can't wait. I need to get out of here and clear my mind.
Pure fun and relaxation.
Beautiful getaway(i hope).
Wonderful outrageous beyond awesome freaks.
What more can I ask for?

And of course I'm keeping the promise
I made to myself today...
*grinning like a freak*

I shall continue my beyond awesome updates some other time freaks!
Good night!

Sentosa Getaway on Halloween

31Th Oct - 1St Nov

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH.

We just love doing that!

We rock babe!

(high five)

;P

PS: It was really sweet of you Mr Sunshine

I would have froze to death

You gave me warmth

Last Saturday!

Smile people!
Happy Birthday to you!

Family

Picnic with nenek!

Fizah rode us to Vivo.

I didn't have my helmet with me cos it's with Zaki.

So had to use her helmet berkarat tapi tak pasal.

Got Mama Jannah's birthday cake.

Picnic-ed.

Little nephew and nieces came along.

Rained.

Changi Village.

Hot coffee, tea, Milo, teh halia.

Walked around.No Mak Nyah.

Still raining.

Makan picnic food at the back of the car!HAHA.

Home.

I went home, washed up, got dressed and got out.

Notty Notty;P

eeky stuff.

So the whole day today I suffered having eeky stuff up my nostrils and not only that, I also suffered from not being able to dig that eeky stuff out and clear my nostrils once and for all.And it's all because this morning during Dr Zaman's lecture on Staph aureus, I realised how dangerous eeky stuff up ur nostrils can be.Seriously, it freaks me out!I mean who would know that eeky stuff contains Staph aureus that could potentially be so harmful to the body?I mean, come on man! Honestly, when I was younger, I even ate my own eeky stuff from my nostrils lorrr!I repeat, WHEN I WAS YOUNGER.Thank God nothing happened to me back then.So anyway, I took the train back to Tamp with Suhailah earlier today.And I was going to meet Man but you see I was wearing this bare back black dress with a little ribbon just above my waist at the back, and I kinda needed her help to help me tie the ribbon at the back.So we went to the toilet at TM and she helped me with it and all.And right after, I told her that I really needed to dig my nose but I can't possibly dig it right in front of everybody in the already packed toilet.So Su went out and dragged me to this Baby Diaper Changing Room and shut the freaking door and told me to dig my nose!HAHAHA...And there we were, just the two of us in the changing room giggling while I dug my nose like I've never dug before.HAHAHA!So huanny!!!

EEKY STUFF IS DANGEROUS STUFF!

captured memories

a sexy evening picnic
the preparation

kissy kissy

mamam time!

pop the "champagne"!

princessa

Blindfolded guest-of-honour

PEOPLE AND SCHOOL

His softer side;P

freak!
school and school!

lab beaaches!

Growing old is mandatory.Growing up is optional!

25th November 2008

Our Little Miss Gorgeous is finally 18 beybeh!

Kisses on the rocks

Try this at home people!

You'll look as or even more ridiculous than us.

Oh.Don't forget to snap a photo too!

Now...the normal photo of us(except for the bottom left one)

just in case you guys really think

we look as retarded as we look in the first picture.

Funny how the four of us always end up sitting by the beach.

Anyways......

;P

Smells really good!

I don't know what I want.

I feel like crying now.

Beautiful disaster

My darling little nieces and nephew.

How adorable!

Picnic was a beautiful disaster.*literally*

Will post all the other pictures once I get my hands on those pictures!

It wasn't really a disaster lah.

Just that it rained halfway and we all ended up doing something completely crazy.

Something I would never forget.

I feel very family-ish these days.

I feel so blessed.

18:46:20

I was in awe.

Les Feuilles Mortes

As of right now,
I'm going to do intensive blogging.
And I swear I will not get my ass off the freaking seat
until I finally manage to post one extremely long post.
Here I go...

When was the last time you did something for the first time?
My answer?
Yesterday. 20/11/2008

I had my first driving lesson yesterday!
Can you believe it?!
It's unbelievably fun and exciting man!
I didn't even know how to start the engine.
But now I do!
I even know how to move off and reverse and signal
and adjust all the freaking mirrors and it's all so fun!
But I have to confess that I did stall the engine.*hehe*
But it was just once.Just one teeny weeny itsy bitsy time.
No biggie! And and and I learnt all that in a real life road situation!
With all the other vehicles and road users and the traffic lights and all.
I can't deny that I was a little nervous having to face all that!
It was AWESOME man!
Oh...And my driving instructor whom
I kept calling Uncle Johnny when his name is
Uncle Jackson, is really old and funny.*haha*
He's one bubbly old man!
I even negotiated the price of my lesson with him
like as if im buying fish in the market seh!*hahaha*
All in all, I'm so looking forward to my next lesson
on Tuesday, 25th November 2008!
Can't wait!!!

And I saw the sun set fot the first time in my whole
entire 18 years of life yesterday!
My first Sunset!
The funny thing was that my first sunset was
spent with someone I never thought I would
watch the beautiful sunset with.
Mr Ifwat Jimmy.*Haha*

I haven't met Siti in ages man!
I miss her.

You know...
I promised myself not to mess around with
people's boyfriends/husbands cos
the last time I did that, it created this
whole cascade of disaster which I
in the end suffered too.
Plus, I don't want karma to come looking for me once more.
But sometimes, like now,
I'm kinda faced with that kind of situation AGAIN
and I'm finding it hard to resist the temptation
but trust me you, I'm trying not to mess it all up again.
So...
Let's all avoid getting into messy situations ya?


Hmmm...
Y'knw...I know that people do have problems and all...
And sometimes certain things you just wanna keep it to yourself.
I mean...we understand that sometimes people need their space...
But...Haiya...I dunnoe where I'm going with this.
Anyway, I just feel like everybody is different now.
I miss the old times.
I miss the old you.

I'm going picnic with my family tomorrow.
I think ever since the break up,
I've been spending time with the people
who really loves me for who I am,
my own flesh and blood,
my darling family.
I really feel like I've been putting them
aside the whole one year plus of my
previous relationship.
And now I feel like I'm spending more
quality time with them and I feel loved.
I can even read story books to my sis almost
every single night before we fall asleep.
Unlike last time, I barely even have time
to pay a little attention to my own sister.
Oh well.

I'm done with Basic Conversational French.
And now I'm very confident that I can introduce
myself to French people.
This is what I would say...

" Salut! Je m'apelle Raini.Je suis Singapourienne.
J'ai 18 ans.Moi, je suis etudiante a Ngee Ann Poly.
J'aime des hommes grands, jeunes, bruns et intelligents!"

Go figure!

How I wish my French teacher was as HOT and
ADORABLE as Mary's and Imran's Spanish teacher.
Speaking of which, Su wanted to hand in the hard copy
of her french presentation at the pigeon hole of her
french teacher at the FMS blk.
And so we tagged along.
It so happen that Mary's Spanish teacher's pigeon hole
was located there too...
So you know what I did?
I wrote a love letter to Mr HOT Spanish teacher
and slotted it into his pigeon hole.
I hope there's no cameras there
capturing my mischievous act.
Hehe.

I'm really tired now.
I guess I'll continue some other time!
Picnic tomorrow!!!

A tout a l'heure!

Screw the rules!

It's 7.30pm now and my friend isn't here to pick me up yet.

Where the fuck is he?

Bonne Nuit Les Petits!

How I wish I was brought up by a French family.
A rich high classed European family.
Dinner would never be the same again.
Being brought up by a filthy rich European family
may be way out of my dream list, cos you know,
I know, everybody knows that it is just never gonna happen.
But...
I can still dream of marrying a rich, tall, handsome, loving, rich,
rich, filthy rich European man....Who would bring me back to
his home country where we'll live happily ever after.
Can't I?
Then life would never be the same again.
How interesting!

A tout a l'heure!

.cherry chapstick.

I need distractions.

Lots and lots of distractions.

ZIP.LOCK.FRESH.

Only less than a week after I had my navel pierced,
I accidentally revealed it to my MOM!
Considering the fact that piercing my belly
Is actually easily concealable,
It was quite dumb of me to have let that happen.
And so,this is how the story goes...
After dinner,
I went into my parents room for god knows what reason.
And you know when you just had a heavy meal,
you feel bloated and you'll subconsciously lift up ur
shirt and kinda slap ur bloated belly lightly righttttt???
Yeah...And that was what I did in front of my dear mama.
Unfortunately, when I finally realised that I shouldn't
be doing that, mama saw, and it was too late to
pull my tee back down....
Yeahhh...She did make noise initially but
you see, what's done is done right?
There's no way I'm gonna take off the pretty Swarovski Crystal stud on my belly!

NO WAY!

I just had to! ;P

3 Sentosa Gateway

Debbie Chua made me dance at the podium for hours!!

But I love it!!!