My Favourite

BUBBLE tea

HONEY milk tea with pearl

YAM milk tea with pearl

STRAWBERRY milk tea with pearl

Can't imagine life without life's simple pleasures

bubble bubble bubble tea

speaking of bubble tea...

the chinese guy at the bubble tea shop always smile at me

i mean...the kind of malu malu smile

makes me feel so malu also

and awkward

he's nice tho.

:)

No more depressing posts!

Wai Kit doing Raini's MOL

I'm only going to share happy memories with all of you in my blog from now onwards.

No more depressing posts...

So let's start with this happy one right now...

I am happily blogging away while my wonderful friend, let me mention his name for credit, Wai Kit, is lending me his helping hand by helping me finish my MOL(Maths On Line) revision! I am so thankful to have him as a friend. I really am ;P I really needed help with completing my long overdue, unfinished, unattempted MOL. Thank you God for answering my prayer by sending Wai Kit to my rescue.

Happy.Happy.Happy

I'm worth much more than an occasional I love you

The Kite Runner

So excited to watch the movie of The Kite Runner in about 19 Hours more.

Counting down.

Can we TALK for just one pathetic second?

I really wished that we could talk and not just speak.

Boring Fridays

I am so fucking bored.

I'm stuck at home with nothing to do, nobody to go out with and absolutely no money at all!

This is so fucking frustrating!

I need to do something!

I need to get out of my freaking house!

I need some excitement in my life which I OBVIOUSLY lack!

How I wish there is someone out there who would give me their 1Million% attention whenever I crave for it.

I WANT ATTENTION!

no,

I NEED ATTENTION!

I'm so sick of giving so much attention to people who think that they had given me enough!

PARANOIA

it won't leave me alone

i'm sorry

pretty rainbow

SOME OF MY MANY DISLIKES

I hate FRIENDSTER.

I hate KNOWING THINGS I SHOULDN'T KNOW.

I hate HOPING FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN.

I hate MAKING EXCUSES FOR PEOPLE JUST TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER.

I hate CONSTANTLY MAKING MYSELF AVAILABLE EVEN THOUGH IT MAY NOT BE CONVENIENT FOR ME BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THE NEXT TIME THAT I SEE YOU WOULD BE GOD KNOWS WHEN.

I hate DITCHING MY FRIENDS JUST TO HAVE LAST MINUTE DATE WITH YOU.

I hate GETTING SO EXCITED ABOUT SO MANY THINGS WHEN I KNOW SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT.

I hate WAITING...WAITING FOR EVERYTHING!

i'm not mad at anyone.

i'm just mad at myself.

I'm tired

The never ending journey to school and back is KILLING me!!!

Somebody HELP ME!!!

Somebody Has School

Elias and Sk
Tabla jan and Suhailah jan
Sindi, Deb, JY and Dr Kueh
The kite runner
So damn CUTE!
Go figure.
???
Labbing.
Jere and WK
Tabla jan and Mary jan

NO! It can't be!

Please look.
It defeats the whole purpose if you don't.
This is meant for YOU.

YOU KNOW WHAT?!

Maybe I DO have a mental illness.

Or at least I'm beginning to believe that I AM MENTALLY ILL.

Paranoia check.

I am still suffering from SEVERE paranoia.

I DON'T believe anything anybody says.

Besides paranoia, only GOD knows what other mental illness I'm down with.

ACCIDENT

That was what happened to mama's car.
That was what happened to HIS car.
BANG! It was all too sudden.
A split second later...

Thank God nobody suffered from any major injuries.

Alhamdulillah.

LOVE YOURSELF!

To HELL what they think.

It's very hard for me you know

As much as I really want to believe you, I can't. I don't.

I'm suffering from severe paranoia!

Please mind your own goddamn freaking business!

NOBODY IS FREAKING PERFECT!

The Minah and The Bitch

Experimenting with lappie's webcam
Spastic...But yeah.That's me.

The Minah I confide in. The Bitch she confides in.
My little sweetheart. My punching bag cum tissue paper.
Just felt like 'memperbodohkan diri sendiri' while mc donald-lling.
No comments.
Kiss me!Don't go away!

PS. Joanna, Happy 4th Anniversary!

All I wish for both of you is Happiness.

Cherish the ones you love.

I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme
I hate that you are always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
even worst when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all...

yes.I don't.

I'm just...Confused.

Unfortuantely, I am not Psychic

Sometimes I wish you can hear my thoughts.
Sometimes I wish I can hear yours too.

I wish.

My head is battling with my heart.
My logic has been torn apart.

My Super GF to the rescue

Wrapping up an Interesting Friday.

Thank you girl!

An Interesting Friday

Rugby was GREAT! Unexpectedly, unbelievably fun. For the first time ever I felt that I am playing the game instead of just wandering around the field unsure of what to do. I felt like I contributed a fair share to my team you know! Did a lot of positive touches. Wasn't really worrying about getting dirty in the muddy field, FOR THE FIRST TIME! I dared to actually get dirty. As the field wad wet and muddy, there was actually a point of time in the game that I was trying to stop myself from falling instead both my legs slipped in different directions and I ended up doing what THEY call a SPLIT! It was fun though. It's all coming together now.
Was waiting for MARY's consultation with Uncle Willy and we silly girls had nothing to do so tabla turned to my hair as a form of entertainment. Tabla made me laugh so bad that I ended up on the floor laughing so hard that my belly aches like hell and I teared. U look like pig lar Tabla! I still lowe you no matter how similar you look like a pig when you do what you do.

Muahhahahahah.

Ate at NP Alumni.

Home.

Unsure...still

Recovering

I wanna sleep like a baby

a sleepless night

My head is about to explode.
I just can't sleep with so many thousand things floating around in my head.
They just won't leave me alone.
I shut my eyes praying that those thoughts would eventually go away.
But they keep coming back.

Where's the rainbow I've been longing to see?
Is there even going to be one?
Please tell me there is.

My current status

T'd off, abhorred, appalled, displeased, fastidious, fed up*, full up*, grody, grossed out*, had bellyful*, had enough*, had it*, nauseated, nauseous, offended, outraged, overwrought, queasy, repelled, repulsed, revolved, satiated, scandalized, sharooshed, sick, sick of*, squeamish, tired, turned off*, unhappy, weary, sickened, disgusted, annoyed, asleep, beat*, beat up, bored, broken-down, burned out*, collapsing, consumed, distressed, dog-tired*, done for*, done in*, drained, drooping, droopy, drowsy, empty, enervated, exasperated, fagged, faint, fatigued, fed up*, finished, flagging, haggard, irked, irritated, jaded, narcoleptic, overtaxed, overworked, petered out*, played out*, pooped*, pooped out, prostrated, run-down, sick of, sleepy, spent, stale, tuckered out*, wasted, weary, whacked, worn, worn out, tired, exhausted......

any other synomyms?

words from: http://www.dictionary.com/

ps,again and again and again and again and again...

when is this EVER going to stop?!

I don't know if I can take it any longer.

Really.

Shattered in ppm

sorry....
is merely a word, nothing more.

is that all you got?

Lipstick.Lipstick.Lipstick.

The perfect Valentines' Day gift for me would be a lipstick of that colour!

Plus, lots and lots and lots of kisses.

Shut your fucking gap!

I feel bad. But I had to. I didn't want to. But you forced me to. So there you go. Something you wouldn't expect coming from your very own dear sis.

Don't talk to me fucking asshole!

You don't exist.

maybe...Just maybe.

Maybe I should shut up a little and observe a little more.

Then maybe things will seem a little clearer.

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Mama, I pray that God gives you strength and health.

Of all the other things I could pray to God to give you...

I constantly pray that He gives you strength...

I'm sorry you have to put up with us in this crazy household.

I'm sorry we turned out like this.

I'm sorry it had to be like this.

I love you.

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I've finally found the almost perfect thing to do to kill time and gain something in return on my way to school and back. And it is..........Jeng!Jeng!Jeng! READING! Yeah I know...I know...It's just weird that Nurraini Bte Salim even mention about reading. But hey, it's never too late to start. I know that I'm all so excited and all about books and stuff, but I can't really say for sure that I'm going to stick to it. Cos as some of you already know, I'm just not those kind who can maintain consistency when it comes to things like this. I successfully completed a book by Cecelia Ahern titled If you could see me now not too long ago and i felt like it's a really great achievement for someone like me. I personally thought that the book is pretty thick you know.Anyway, I'm on to my second novel by the same author, PS, I love you. I'm just so happy that I finally manage to feel that I'm not wasting almost 4 bloody HOURS per day just to get to school and back. In addition to the books, my brand new candy will make my journey a more pleasant one.

I'm into books!

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I will now end this post by reminding myself this:

Maybe I should shut up a little and observe a little more!

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Everything is missing

I shouldn't have asked.
I shouldn't have known.
Look how much damage it caused now.

I can't help but be vague.

sorry~

Happy New Year

Since it is a brand new year, I do have old and new resolutions which I think would be better if it is not written anywhere but in head. With these resolutions, constant reminders are more than necessary.

Thank you for the reassurance; if you don't happen to be what you happen to be I would have nothing against you. Not that I have anything against you, it's just that you and I both know damn well how things are like now.I just want to wish you all the very best with everything you do. I have one thing left to say, things like this ade hikmah.

Curiosity killed the cat.Some things are best not known.