By The Way...

I still feel restricted when i blog.

Get together sessions...

They are having their Promos I suppose.
So i guess that they might not be able to buke with the rest of US.
I'm still going to call them up though.
BUT i have a feeling that they might not be able to make it or maybe might not even want to make it.
I wonder when we will all be able to have a complete GET TOGETHER SESSION without missing persons.
I wonder if that is even POSSIBLE these days.
I totally understand that most of us are busy with our own personal lives but have you forgotten US?
Anyway, less than 2 weeks left of Ramadan.
I don't know if it is even possible for get together session.

But i PRAY it would be.

It would an opportunity for all of us to seek forgiveness for the things bad we did.

And enjoy one another's company....

Like we USED to........

Still Not Giving In

I am still acting cold towards my brother even though he's trying to be nice to me.

Like talking to me and things like that.

OMG! I know i shouldn't keep acting cold towards him...

BUT part of me keeps telling myself that i am STILL mad at him...

and i should still BE mad...

Am I Overreacting?

Maybe.

But I'm still mad.

Or at least my brain tells me that i am.

What my heart tells me is the total opposite though.

-Air dicincang tidak akan putus-

Yay!

School Re-Opens in about 2 weeks time...

I'm dying to go back to school because I'm literally rotting and decaying this very moment.

I know that it's gonna be back to boring lectures, tutorials and other school shit.

But i think its WAY better than staying at home.

I really don't know how things are gonna be like when school re-opens though.

The Hari Raya celebrations is still going on you know.

I still want to collect duit raye.

Do it when your still young or else people will think that you ' Tak Tau Malu!'

And i still want to parade the whole Singapore with my Baju Raye and Heels.

Alah...See what happens when the time comes la...

Back to my 'Back to School' Babble...

I so rindu the BALLS in canteen 1.

So excited to see my friends in school.

So excited to worry every night about wear the next morning.

The train rides...

The morning rush...

The bubble tea before, during and after school...

The bus rides...

The unexpected incidences...

My Stalker...wonder if he still recognises me...hehehe

and the babble goes on and on and on.....

AND ONE MORE THING!

REMEMBER OUR SHOPPING SPREE!

Oh ya!

I forgot to babble about my new time table.

Do you know that every Thursday i have classes only from 3pm to 5pm?

Lagi baik tak payah gi skola seh!

And on Friday i have to reach school at 8 am only to go home at 12pm.

Buat penat bangun pagi pagi bute!

I'm sure I'll be late for most 8 or 9 or 10am lessons...

Conferm!

Fortunately, school ends mostly at 5pm or earlier...

SADLY, Mr Eddie Ong is not going to be my Physiology lecturer.

THAT! Is very very sad...

I was so looking forward to be in his class you know!

OH Well....

What Can I Do?

And another sad thing...

I have to face my greatest fear next semester...

MATHEMATICS!!!!

Anyway, what better way to overcome that fear than FACING it.

All In all, I'm really excited to see what lies ahead of me.

My Future.

My Life.

Segala Yang Hidup Pasti Akan Mati

My father's surrogate mother passed away earlier today.

So, technically, My Grandmother passed away.

I'm only left with one living and breathing Grandmother now.

-Innalillah wa inna lillahi roji'un-

Freaking Pissed

I just had a fight with my brother a while ago when my whole family were having dinner in the kitchen...He was just so 'kurangajar nak mampos' and i couldn't stand it so i started verbal arguments with him...after a while he gets more 'kurangajar' up till the point when i couldn't stand it anymore my hand just flew across the table and hit him...And it got worst....i don't think i want to elaborate on that...

My mom was there trying to stop us but we didn't...
She wanted to take the rotan but I'm sure it wasn't for me but for my brother fortunately she didn't.If she had, it would certainly be uglier...
I'm so sorry mama.

I did that because i can't bare hearing him talk to you like that.

I'm Really Sorry Mama.

He did apologise though before he went out.But that's only because my mom told him to.

I'm not ready for apologies.

Fill in the blank

I am _______ _____!

Raini