Compensating with Pictures

Sorry. I couldn't find any pictures to upload.

My apologies.

Am I Unreasonable?

I know that my updates for the past few weeks or even month or months had been rather depressing. I know...I know...I won't stop till i finally managed to sweep everything from under the rug and settle it once and for all so that i can finally see the RAINBOW I've been longing to see. But you know me. It's always easier said than done. It seemed like once I almost finally managed to get over it, another one hits making me feel as depressed or even more depressed than I initially start with. It's very very VERY tiring emotionally and physically.DAMN! I don't like feeling this way. If you haven't already know, it sux. That sinking feeling, that...OMG! It just sux having to pretend that I'm OK when I'm not. Having to SMILE and pretend I don't know what's going on.

Sorry.I'll compensate by uploading pictures ya?

I miss my HAPPY self.
Do you?

Happy Pictures!

Not even 5% of the whole family!
Ugly Betty In A Hurry.
keKECOHan.
Hey Ladies~!
Absolutely NORMAL
Normal with ABNORMAL


It's nice to spend some time with your family once in a while.
It reminds you where you come from and where you belong.

Kiss me under the bearded barley

Improved bowel movement lately.
Sorry to gross you all out...
Just needed to to get some things OFF my mind for the time being.
I predict a packed and busy week this week.
Trying to get things done on time.
What a week!
But fortunately and UNFORTUNATELY,
NOTHING lasts forever in this world.
Fortunately, misery don't last forever.
UNFORTUNATELY, good times don't either.
SAD.
But that's the Grand Design.
Without Evil there would be no GOOD.
Without Hatred there would be no LOVE.
Without Misery there would be no HAPPINESS.
Without War there would be no PEACE.

So you get what i mean?
Without anything bad, NOTHING GOOD EXISTS.
The definition of good relies solely on the existence of the opposite.

Saw this somewhere and thought that it actually makes sense and makes life a lot less painful.
"How I wish love is like death, PERMANENT, and comes only once a lifetime! Absolutely goes on peacefully without PAIN!"

Haha...Go figure.
Till then.

I'm Raini, signing off.

My name is Nurraini Bte Salim.

Bottling up again

I need this conversation we never really had badly.
Am i overreacting or under reacting?
Put yourself in MY shoes please.
I have feeling too you know.

To My Sayang

You may be the first to wish me a Happy Anniversary.
But guess what?
I get to tell the Whole Wide World that i love you.
How bout that?
Hahahaha...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

XOXOXO,

Raini

PLEASE!