it's just best to stop hoping.
hoping that things will change for the better.
hoping that you'll get the attention you always wished you had.
hoping that you are first priority when you know you're not.
hoping that he'll appear in front of you whenever you wished he would...
even if at the back of your mind you know for sure he'll not be there.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
We all live in a yellow submarine...yellow submarine...yellow submarine
It's been weird.
Like some emotional roller coaster.
But somehow I still do not know why.
Anyways...
The horrible exams are finally over.
Such a relief. No more mugging.No more papers.
I can laugh and smile now but when the results are released
on God-knows-when, I hope I won't be crying.
And the holidays just started for me...
I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing.
Cos you see...
It's already the fasting month next week.
And practically everything will change.
I don't know how I'm gonna survive.
I can't believe I'm using the word survive.
As if I'm trying to say that its such a bad thing
that Fasting month is just around the corner.
Cos it's not...it's just that it's just gonna be different.
All the devils will be locked up.
Which means that every single sin you make
during the fasting month isn't cos the devil made you...
It's the devil in you.
I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.
How?
It's so funny that CT and I got identical friendship bands,
identical pair of Melissa jelly heels and identical friendship necklaces
just yesterday when we went to Parkway Parade.
It's just so funny cos getting all these friendship accessories
are things that should be done when we were in primary school
or when we were still in secondary school right?
In other words, it's kinda too late to be doing all these at our age
but you know what? It's cool.Really.
Better late than never.
Anyway, we went to coffeebean cos she had to study for her paper.
And I was there not doing anything cos obviously exams are over for me.
Then I suddenly remembered that I'm capable of making a balloon sculpture.
So I went around searching for balloons.
And when I finally got those balloons,
I tell you...
We went crazzzzzzzy!
That's some ballooning fun we had there.
I was having my bubble bath
when an old friend of mine called.
Literally.
Johnson & Johnson's Baby bubble bath rox!
Oh.
Zeus from 77th street called.
Asking me if I would be having any holidays soon.
This is like the 3rd time he called, asking if I could work
there for a couple of days, since the day I left working
full time for a few months.
And now he wants me to work for a few days this week.
Isn't it cool?
I was offered a job that Bf got to know about from God-knows-who.
But in the end none of us took the job.
There I was thinking that I would be jobless and penniless for the
whole entire holidays then Zeus called.
I thank God for that man!
Tomorrow is a new day.
Travelling from Tampines to Toa Payoh then back to Tampines
is gonna be fun man! Nah~! I'm just exaggerating.
All I'm saying is that I'll have to go to work at Toa Payoh
early in the freaking morning...den leave at 11am...Rush back to
Tampines to work till 10pm...
Excited. But I'm sure its gonna be tiring.
"Sometimes you just want to stop being the person who keeps giving and in the end gets nothing in return"
-Qin
I understand.
Like some emotional roller coaster.
But somehow I still do not know why.
Anyways...
The horrible exams are finally over.
Such a relief. No more mugging.No more papers.
I can laugh and smile now but when the results are released
on God-knows-when, I hope I won't be crying.
And the holidays just started for me...
I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing.
Cos you see...
It's already the fasting month next week.
And practically everything will change.
I don't know how I'm gonna survive.
I can't believe I'm using the word survive.
As if I'm trying to say that its such a bad thing
that Fasting month is just around the corner.
Cos it's not...it's just that it's just gonna be different.
All the devils will be locked up.
Which means that every single sin you make
during the fasting month isn't cos the devil made you...
It's the devil in you.
I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.
How?
It's so funny that CT and I got identical friendship bands,
identical pair of Melissa jelly heels and identical friendship necklaces
just yesterday when we went to Parkway Parade.
It's just so funny cos getting all these friendship accessories
are things that should be done when we were in primary school
or when we were still in secondary school right?
In other words, it's kinda too late to be doing all these at our age
but you know what? It's cool.Really.
Better late than never.
Anyway, we went to coffeebean cos she had to study for her paper.
And I was there not doing anything cos obviously exams are over for me.
Then I suddenly remembered that I'm capable of making a balloon sculpture.
So I went around searching for balloons.
And when I finally got those balloons,
I tell you...
We went crazzzzzzzy!
That's some ballooning fun we had there.
I was having my bubble bath
when an old friend of mine called.
Literally.
Johnson & Johnson's Baby bubble bath rox!
Oh.
Zeus from 77th street called.
Asking me if I would be having any holidays soon.
This is like the 3rd time he called, asking if I could work
there for a couple of days, since the day I left working
full time for a few months.
And now he wants me to work for a few days this week.
Isn't it cool?
I was offered a job that Bf got to know about from God-knows-who.
But in the end none of us took the job.
There I was thinking that I would be jobless and penniless for the
whole entire holidays then Zeus called.
I thank God for that man!
Tomorrow is a new day.
Travelling from Tampines to Toa Payoh then back to Tampines
is gonna be fun man! Nah~! I'm just exaggerating.
All I'm saying is that I'll have to go to work at Toa Payoh
early in the freaking morning...den leave at 11am...Rush back to
Tampines to work till 10pm...
Excited. But I'm sure its gonna be tiring.
"Sometimes you just want to stop being the person who keeps giving and in the end gets nothing in return"
-Qin
I understand.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Dot.Dot.Dot
In love, I'd ask for
a mind that understands with kindness
a body that loves with tender passion
a heart that shares with generosity
a soul that commits with honesty
In you...
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Whisper Mint VS Patrick Star
Yes, I'm back.
And there are a few things that I never
thought I would do there in KL.
a)Wash my face with the hotel body soap
b)Watch the Malaysian Film Festival 2008
although it's not really a big deal cos
it's not as if its the Academy Awards or the Oscars,
but still I got to see Siti Nurhaliza in person!
Not that I'm a big fan of hers,
it's just that I think that she's a excellent and brilliant singer.
I honestly think so.
c)Buy crappy things like 3 freaking boxers,
1 Spongebob Squarepants pencil case, 1 RED tie, 2 polka dot undergarments.
I seriously don't know why.
d)Coincidentally cab the SAME cab at the SAME place on the SAME day,
only different times.One in the morning, one at night!
The cab driver was a freaking weirdo.Seriously!
e)DIDN'T BRING MY FREAKING TOILETRIES BAG!
Do you know how important my toiletries are to me?
Fucking important if u ask me.
How can I possibly live without my eyeliner?!
Anyway...
Didn't really do anything much there thou.
Didn't know miss Tabla HO was KL-ing too.
Do know that MatJ was there in KL too.
Feeling less inspired to blog nowadays.
Loads to say,
Just don't know where and how to start.
Oh well~
And there are a few things that I never
thought I would do there in KL.
a)Wash my face with the hotel body soap
b)Watch the Malaysian Film Festival 2008
although it's not really a big deal cos
it's not as if its the Academy Awards or the Oscars,
but still I got to see Siti Nurhaliza in person!
Not that I'm a big fan of hers,
it's just that I think that she's a excellent and brilliant singer.
I honestly think so.
c)Buy crappy things like 3 freaking boxers,
1 Spongebob Squarepants pencil case, 1 RED tie, 2 polka dot undergarments.
I seriously don't know why.
d)Coincidentally cab the SAME cab at the SAME place on the SAME day,
only different times.One in the morning, one at night!
The cab driver was a freaking weirdo.Seriously!
e)DIDN'T BRING MY FREAKING TOILETRIES BAG!
Do you know how important my toiletries are to me?
Fucking important if u ask me.
How can I possibly live without my eyeliner?!
Anyway...
Didn't really do anything much there thou.
Didn't know miss Tabla HO was KL-ing too.
Do know that MatJ was there in KL too.
Feeling less inspired to blog nowadays.
Loads to say,
Just don't know where and how to start.
Oh well~
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008
SHOES SHOES SHOES!!!!!!
Go check this out:-
I would die to get my hands on a pair of Christian Louboutin shoes!
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