I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper...

Broken friendship...

There's two sides to the story.

The other side was just never told and never known.

I tried.

I'm sorry.

I don't know what else to do.

I didn't mean for it to end up like this.

I guess there's nothing much I could do now.

But just so you know, I'm here and I'm always gonna be here.

I do miss you. I'm sorry if I hurt you. But I really didn't mean to.

I wish you well.

Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere...
Or would it be a waste?
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere...

HA-HA-HA THERAPY

Fwd: Laughter Club
From: Ho Xin Yi
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To:Raini

OMG RAINIIIIIIIIII!!!! WANNA GO?!?! NEXT WEEK? HAHAHAHA...you know the place?

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: zareenabana@aol.com
Date: Sat, Feb 5, 2011 at 2:50 AM
Subject: Re: Laughter Club
To: Ho Xin Yi

Hi, yes I do still conduct the session at the same place every Saturday morning at 7.30 am to 8.30 am former ly known as BIG SPlash at East Coast Park near BBQ Pit B5. At the moment I am not in town but my assisstants are carrying on.

Thanks for your interest.

Zareens Laughter Guru.



-----Original Message-----
From: Ho Xin Yi
To: zareena@aabana.com
Sent: Mon, Jan 31, 2011 3:24 pm
Subject: Laughter Club

Hi Zareena,

I was surfing the web and came across a few articles about the Joo Chiat East Coast Laughter Club.
So, I was wondering if you still conduct these laughter sessions?

Regards,
Ho Xin Yi

Kata-kata hati

First and foremost,

Baby you really made my day.

<3

Yeah...

So today Syirin and I went to the movies!

Green Hornet was fun but pretty dumb lah.

I think it was part of my procrastination needs

that needed to be met.

So I really thought that I was gonna actually get

serious and start doing work BUT...when I got home

it was like there was a freaking picnic in there.

People plonked infront of the TV munching on junk

and how can I not join in as well right? Watched some

super sappy malay love story Syah Syah brought over.

In case you haven't known, I am actually a

freaking sucker for such sappy love stories

and I cry like a baby whenever I watch them.

I don't know why but I think it might be because

I put myself in their shoes too much as I'm watching?

Or maybe because I feel for them cos my stories are

pretty screwed up too...

Anyways, did some ACCIDENTAL shopping as we

were walking around the mall which was surprisingly

quite open on the 2ND day of the CNY celebration.

Mary is right. 5 years ago, NO shops were open on

such a day. Today, not bad, quite a few shops are open,

and according to her even Forever21 is open! Who knows,

5 years from now, ALL the shops will be open! This would

then be friggin' awesome :)) So me being me, I ended up

at the perfume and cosmetics section one of the big stores

in the mall. And I got some pretty awesome stuff from

the Bourjois! *smiling wide like a freak* And oh! Finally

got myself a backpack too. Liberation for my right

shoulder! WOOHOO!!!

Back to sappy love stories.

The soundtrack for the movie I just watched is just heart wrenching.

Enjoy and goodnight.

Lazy Sunday Feeling

I'm back in Tampines Street 22.

Long weekend for all this week and

it feels like a Sunday today on a Friday.

A few more days and ''Woohoo!" Tabla

will be back here in Singapore. :)

Eh...I wanna go Terengganu to visit your

Ah Mah and Ah Kong leh...

Anyways, I was in a cab the other day and

I swear to God the cab uncle was super weird.

First, he gave me that super 'Chee Ko Pek' look

the moment I entered the cab. Then after telling

him my destination, he went on asking me if I was

a student or a teacher in NTU. I just gave him an

I-couldn't-be-bothered one word response and

said "Student". I could go on explaining to him

that I am technically a student-teacher but I figured

that if I did, it would give him the opportunity to

'menggatal' even more. Oh and after a few minutes

in the cab, I realised that he actually replays his playlist

of ONLY TWO FREAKING SONGS!!! My God!

I immediately took out my phone plugged in my ear

piece and and listened to all the outdated songs I have

in there, at least I have a decent number of songs to last

me throughout the journey. I also realised that he constantly

checks on me and did try to start conversations with me but

I pretended to be engrossed in my own 'loud' music and looking

out the window...Talk about uncomfortable cab rides.

Twitter. Twitter. Twitter.

So tempted to revive my twitter account.

The last I remembered, I followed Britney Spears. :P

I can't even remember my username and password.

Maybe I should set up an entirely new account.

Soon.

On the 15th of November 2010, my Tumblr virginity

was broken by Burp and Munnie but unfortunately

that was the first and the last time I was there...

I feel like there are just so many online things that

I commit myself to and ended up having to keep up

with so many things at the end of the day...

But I guess it's all in the name of fun lah.

However, I do feel SLIGHTLY, not so much that

it bothers me or anything, but anyways, SLIGHTLY

weird being a part of all this different online communities.

I feel like I leaving or depositing parts or fragments

of myself and who I am all over the world wide web.

I don't know about you but this weird freaky feeling

is actually pretty cool. I mean I'm behind this screen

typing away all this nonsense feeling different and lonely

sometimes but once I click on the 'Publish Post' icon,

immediately I feel like I am not alone anymore.

Like as if I'm a part of something bigger.

Whatever that something is, I really don't know.

Enough of my psycho babble now.

What else?

1, 2, 3?

Take a breath. Make it deep.