Monday, January 31, 2011

Back in hall...

It's gonna be a short school week this week.
If it is possible, I would have skipped the
pathetic two days worth of lessons and just
stay at home and "relek jack"...
Unfortunately however, I can't cos I just don't have
the balls to do so...Plus it is about time to actually sit
down and get things done for once.

My new roomie moved in last week but I haven't
really had the chance to warm up to her due to
the fact that I wasn't around the whole week.
But but but...I think this week onwards, there
would be more than enough opportunity for the
standard get-to-know-each-other session cos I
will be around...The thing about having a new roomie,
for me, is that I feel like this room kinda lost its
"homely" vibe it used to have when Mary was
around/when she just moved out/before new roomie
came in. The time when the room looked much cleaner
and neater, just exactly the way I want it to be...
Anyways, maybe it's just me lah.

Moving on...
What a gloomy weekend it had been!
My gosh the rain just won't stop.
I think it started last Friday or Saturday
and it just continued to pour eversince...
It's like mother nature knows exactly how
I feel right now and the past couple of days
and decided to mourn with me...oops mourn
seems a bit to dramatic a word to be used
but what the heck, it sounds kinda nice :P

I think I will nap for a bit now.
Woke up at six cos Miss 'Tak-Tahu-Malu'
asked her ex-classmate whom she has not met
for about 3 to 4 years, if he could allow her
to car pool. But along the way mah! Plus,
this could be one of my efforts to go green! :P
LOL.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

I froze.

Time flies.

Can't believe whatever happened actually happened.
And as of right now, I am in a state of shock.
It's almost like someone took away the very
drug you are addicted to and left you cold turkey.

I'm not good with words nor am I good with goodbyes.
So I froze. I know exactly how I feel but I can't normally
express it. So baby...I'm sorry if I seemed expressionless
or silent but trust me baby, I was battling with intense thoughts
and emotions inside of me...

You are right, I do think too much.
Way too much for my own good sometimes.
But that's only normal for me to do so because
you know how I feel for you and what you mean to me.
Am I right or am I right?

My point is simple...
I miss you and I hate saying goodbye to you.
And I know you know why.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Words of the past.Thoughts of the present.Hopes for the future.

I miss blogging.

Kinda reminds me of the times when life
is far less complicated, when it is possible
to be contented just by floating along where
ever life brings you, when days passed by
like a soft breeze caressing your face as you
gently shut your eyes and smile thinking you
have everything and everything will be just fine...

Yes...some things are more complicated now,
but amidst all the chaos, confusion, stress,
uncertainty, madness..................................

I found love.

Just as I thought I knew how
love felt, you came along and showed me what
it truly means and how love is supposed to feel.

Call me crazy. You don't have to believe me.
Go ahead and assume that this is just a make
believe story I created in my twisted little mind.
Judge me all you want. Because I know that at
the end of the day, it doesn't matter whether
or not it is real to you...

What matters most is...
I know LOVE is here, when it's here.
And now I feel it. It's here and it's real.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back....

Thursday, September 30, 2010

The Question.

If you ask me what I really wanna do in life,
I won't deny the fact that I actually don't know
exactly how to answer that question...
Like everybody else, I too, feel lost at times,
wondering what the hell am I doing with my life.
And you know what... I don't know and neither
am I in a rush to get all the answers for all the
questions pertaining to life and it's purpose.

All I know is there is one thing that I'm really
searching for... And that is MEANING.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Bad ugly butterflies in my tummy

I have no rights to feel what I felt today.
But the fact that I felt it means something.
Doesn't it?

Wednesday, July 28, 2010