Bleeding love

Baby, I realised a change.

A change which made me feel more secured in a way.

But my paranoid half question that change.

Why is it that I find everything you do suspicious?

I wonder if I'll ever for once trust you.

If you EVER chance upon this post,

TALK TO ME.

I just don't know how to bring up this issue

cos I'm not prepared for your reaction.

And I don't ever want to waste the little time

I get to spend with you on negative things like this.

I'd rather snuggle up with you in silence.

Btw, iloveyoubaby.

At first I was afraid...I was petrified

My honey bastards are going off to LAOS tomorrow.

Pretty sad considering the fact that I'll be a loner till 18 March.
Okokok...I'm exaggrating BUT still...
Who's gonna entertain me when they're gone?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone when I'm bored?
Who's gonna be my bitching+gossip buddy?
Who's gonna ask me out on a date?
Who's gonna make me smile like they did?
Who? Who? Who?

Anyway, I received a pretty pretty pretty DIY farewell bracelet.
I LOVE IT!
Colourful wooden beads.
Bracelet made with LOVE.
TablaJan and MaryJan remember what I said at sentosa?
I hope you do.
I LOWE YOU!
take care.

Trying something new

I am getting myself a pair of FAKE LASHES!

I Was Lost...Crossed Lines I Shouldn't Have Crossed

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!

Mama, on your birthday,

I want to wish you happiness and good health

and not forgetting panjang umur too.

May Allah bless you with all that and more.

I know I haven't been the perfect little girl you raised me up to be,

it doesn't mean that you've failed yourself or anybody at all.

Because one thing I'm sure of is that

I've always loved you.

I'm sorry for being a pain in the ass all the time, everytime.

I guess it's the generation gap and our different views and perspecives and all that crap.

I'm sorry for not listening to you.

For always hurting you.

I'm sorry.

I know sorry is merely a word.

And that you would rather see me change rather than hearing a gazillion sorrys frm me.

But again, I'm sorry i can't promise you that.

I'm sorry for being selfish.

I'm sorry.

That's why I pray never stop praying to GOD to give you strength.

I love you.

More than I love anybody else in this world.

You may not believe me,

and I don't blame you for that.

I wish I could prove that to you one day before it's too late.

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SUPER DUPER MAMA!

i pray for you strength

What a long long night.

First and foremost, I, Nurraini Bte Salim,

would like to make an apology to MARY Jan

and especially TABLA HO.

Tabla Ho I am truly sorry for contributing

to one of your 2 HUGE blows the other day.

Once again I'm sorry.



Anyway, I was up till quite late last nite,

doing pretty much a lot of different things.

I watched a Jap movie that Tabla Ho talked about.

It's called THE MIDNIGHT SUN.

You tube it if you want to watch it.

I think I'm having serious earworms

from listening to the soundtract of the movie.

I really liked it tho.



From watching The Midnight Sun on you tube,

I started YOU TUBING.

And you know, ONCE you start. you can't stop.

Btw, side tracking for a while,

while I'm bloggine this very second,

the smell of smth which smells very similar to SHIT

is wafting through the air.

KNS I want to puke already sia!

Anyway, as I was saying...

I started you tubing, then somehow I decided to

watch videos on make up application...

You know, how they make those nice highly dramatic eye make up.

And the best thing is that the SHOW you STEP BY STEP.

It looks easy but I bet once you start trying it on your own,

it'll be super duper difficult, esp the blending and toning part.

And so I watched tonnes and tonnes of those kinds of vids.



Then I got tired so I switched off my lappie and went to my room.

I thought I was gg to sleep but then

I was so inspired bu all those vids that I decided to try it myself.

So there I was applying make up alone in the room at 3 am.

Applying make up alone is not enough so i did some cam whoring

to kinda see the results of my make up application skills in pictures.



So, its all been done

but suddenly I saw my oil pastels and my drawing block.

Instantaneously I felt like drawing.

SO I DID.



All those things in the middle of the night.

BOREDOM!



Ouh...DEBBIE CHUA sent me some AVATARS.

and i'm gonna use them here.

Thanks gurl.

One quarter a century already!

the young and the old

Bend and SNAP!

Mos-qui-toes
Sweet dreams world
Starlight starbright
Jere went RED after the Bacardi
Sending Waikit off
Half of Bee's body is finally out!
Re-born
The power of three will set us free.
Unfinished Bridge
Weird concoction taste BAD!

Bee finally got a chance to flaunt her new chest.
Just plain fun in the sand
Boobs in the making
Don't touch ME!
Dig in!

Jere the HANTU
SMILE!Exams are OVER!
What in the world do you think you're doing?!
Bee feeling the pressure

We are on our way.
Impulsive people
looking good!
fitting my ass into a little hole they dug.
Having fun at the beach at sun down