Blowjobs anyone?

Anyone? ;P I wanna be in that chair on a Friday night getting a vodka drip or something.
Gold Wheelchairs.

Radiance.
I have no idea.

Mr Green and Miss Black
Clark Quay.Level 2.
Central with Miss Tabla Ho

Postcards with Miss Mary
Scribbles with Miss Tabla Ho
Bangs with Miss Raini

Welcome to Nightlife

I'm just an old-fashioned little girl who wants a happily ever after.

Last Thursday was IS day.
Baa Baa Black Chic is way, and I mean way behind the schedule.
I don't know what's gonna happen
BUT whatever it is, I hope that everything's gonna be just fine.
God.Tell me it will.

Therefore, with all the crazy things happening and all,
I decided to ease my mind with a manicure.
I had french.
Which barely lasted till Saturday.

Finally told my cousin that working as a part-time PA just wasn't my cup of tea
All the scanning and all is just too boring for me to have to bear.
I know that I'm not being practical and all.
But why do something I don't like?
I realise that my problem is that I tend to run away from problems that I eventually have to face.
And I will do whatever I can to delay it as long as I possibly could
and when I finally have to face it,
the problem gets even worse.
Now I'm wondering...
Why is it that I'm so afraid to face something that I eventually would have to face?

Then comes Friday...
Went to Clark Quay to do some chilling and visit our dear friends at work.
There were so much LIFE in there.
I got so excited just walking along the river looking at people letting their hair down on a Friday night.
Makes me want to join in the fun.
I wonder when...
CT! We so need to TALK.

Got home pretty late on Friday night.
And I had to sit for my Basic Theory Test the next morning.
Did some really last minute revision...
And before I know,
I was walking out of the Test Room smiling on a Happy Saturday Morning.
I passed!

Saturday, being Saturday...
Same old...same old...
It's not like I'm complaining or anything,
but I just feel like I need to do something more FUN than just the same old routine.
I'm not saying that I don't like the routine...
I love it...
But it just gets a little to boring.
By the way,
I'm 18, not 28.

We went to watch The Incredible Hulk at AMK HUB Cathay.
Really violent.
Was really good though but there was a part in the movie that I wanted to cry but didn't cos everybody wasn't.
I think I'm crazy.
There was this one place that I really wanna go to called Dr Fish.
Heard of it anyone?
Cool stuff...

Sometimes I even wonder if Saturdays are meant for just me and you anymore.
No.It's not about other people I'm talking about.
It's just about...
Nevermind.

I feel like it's been just so perfect lately.
Which scares me a lot cos most of the times things doesn't stay perfect for long.
It will somehow get crushed by some stupid something I found out
or some stupid feeling I have, to be more specific,
Paranoia that suddenly hits me with one thousand and one questions about everything.
And I'm sick of having to sneak into your privacy just to prove my paranoia wrong.
I'm not that stupid to think that the privacy I have a chance to sneak into is all the privacy there is in you.

I don't know where I'm going with this post or more like what I just said.
Let's just stop here.

I just want to know that all this is real.
And not a lie.

I wanna get drunk on a friday night.

I'm been watching UGLY BETTY MARATHON since this morning!

How do I get you alone?

23/6

I HAVE GOT PICTURES TO SHARE! Come come...Gather around.

I am brushing my baby-doll hair and filing my pretty nails.

I just came back from a last minute Ice-Skating outing.
I was sound asleep in the morning
and all of a sudden my handphone rang.
Oh by the way, I NEVER switch off my phone.
And I don't mind late night calls.
Anyway, my cousin called saying that
she wanted to bring her sis, my sis and me out for Ice Skating.
So I woke up immediately and get dressed and headed down to
KALLANG LEISURE PARK!

In the freaking ring...
I fell a gazillion times.
And now I'm all bruised all-over.
But I HAD FUN!
I swear I had a Guardian Angel keeping an eye on me in the ring.
She was so nice.
I was in the ring skating all my myself,
trying to get the hang of it,
and of course while I was trying to get the hang it,
there were countless times that I lost balance and almost fell.
And this Guardian Angel will appear from nowhere and grab hold of my hand.
Countless times.
She is indeed my Guardian Angel.

I was on the way home when
Tampines Mall seemed to be calling out to me.
Me, being Raini, couldn't resist temptation.
I bought almost all the products
from the L'oreal Elseve Nutri-Gloss Range.

Then my sister and I took a photo from
the instant passport photo machine.
That was cool.

As we were walking home,
we saw a FLEA MARKET under the MRT track.
I got myself a little something there.
But I was really really happy I finally got myself
VICTORIA'S SECRET BODY MIST for only $15!
Sweet Daydream.

I feel sore now!

Shiny Reflective Surface

My lappie is gonna crash in just a matter of time.
I haven't made any back up anything yet.
If it crashes and I lose all my files
ESPECIALLY the pictures in my lappie,
I'm gonna breakdown and cry.
Nah!I'm just exaggerating.
But yeah, It's gonna be pretty sad if that happens.
And sadly I have NO clue on how to work the back up system in my lappie.
Help!Help!Help!I need help.
I think I'm gonna get some blank CDs
and copy all my precious files into it before my lappie crashes.
Come to think about it, Su's, Mary's Tabla Ho's lappies all crashed once before.
And my deary lappie hasn't crashed once yet.
And I mean YET.

I've been having sudden violent coughs for days now.
I have totally no idea why.
And when I cough,
it feels like my internal organs are being squashed or hit or agitated...
I dunnoe...Something like that.
And it feels like there's dust stuck in my throat and that feeling triggers the violent coughing.

I don't know how I'm gonna face Bf tomorrow.
As in literally FACE my Bf.
I don't think any one of you reading would understand this
But I bet Tabla Ho knows what I'm talking about.
I don't dare to go to school too you know.
I would definitely blame this on IMPULSE.

I don't know when I'll ever blog about my trip to Taiwan.
Probably never.
We'll see.

BTT-28/06/08